Don't wake me up ! Let me live that beautiful dream ; they said that the futur belong to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams. I'm writing about my dreams and my fellings because they are too loud for words and too shy to be listened by the world. Let me tell you one of my own fairytales '' He could understand her; what she was feeling ;eveything was so myster . They had this kind of relationship as friends, best friends with different feelings from normal ones, which was the best they dreamed of. They loved each-other in silence. They loved this mystery of hearts. They enjoyed the long walk they had it under the rain or the sun set ; they enjoyed that eye contact ; they enjoyed the sound of their heart beats when they get closer to each other ; his breath ; her smell ; his smile ; her look ; everything were so perfect ; just like movies. He always told her that good things comes to those who wait ; he waited for her and he get her . Their love were too true to be believed ... that's the probem she believed and he believed but no body believed ! the crowds yell No and they yell Yes ; Yes for them ; yes to their pur love ; their freedom comes into some few words '' love me ; please me ; feel me ; give me love like never before'' Time moves ; seasons change ; but they never change ; their love was like a wind you can't see it but you can feel it . But good people always leave very fast ; maybe we don't know the reason of this leaving but it really hurts to believe then to let it go like nothing happened ; it's hard to feel that emptiness 'cause you lived ; you felt life . In the middle of the crowds she yelled '' Come as you are, as I want you to be, don't change, come as you were before, come as I loved you just the way you're '' but no one answe-red just some whispers she heared from people they were looking to each other thinking that this girl is crazy ; but no love is crazy and if you can feel it you're blessed ; Little girl were crying under the rain ; she closed her eyes then she opened again she saw the sun set ; she felt finally the breath of life ; tears on her checks ; smile on her face ; looking to the sun set remembering ; just remembering how it was better before sorrownded by people you love ; feeling everything ,. Nothing lasts forever ; they only exists in her memories and he only exists in her imagination ... '' So please don't wake me up if this kind of love doesn't exist ....
When I say '' love '' they say '' sinked with Titanic '' . a part of Titanic still with me . Hir inside of me ; inside my heart . little girl who dreamed a dream that love is blind ; the world is a song and the song is exciting . For a while she felt appy because she will be as happy as Rose when she found the love of her life . But there are dreams that cannot be . After her friends leaving ; she stood alone no one to go to without a face to say hello . Jack came a day with his usuall smile and told her '' don't give up ; you will live and see your friends coming back to have fun together ; you will hold your children and die in your bed between peopel you love '' She opened her eyes then she saw the world ; friends are next to you in every heart beating ; you just need to look to the stars to reconize them . Titanic everytime ; she hears that song she go back in her memories ; laugh and love only those two words . everytime she close her eyes she felt like Rose when Jack hold her hand and run inside the titanic only laughing you 'll hear . Jack asked Rose '' where to miss '' she answered '' to the stars '' Little girl is lost inside this story . She want to go there to feel happiness ; what a life can be without sucess ; family ; friendship and the love of your life . Little girl was like Rose in the begining of the trip doesn't believe in love from the first sight . When she met Jack that eye contact was the most enjoyable moment for Rose . his eyes gave her the story ; the first lines of the story . After the look ; there was a smile breath taking smile ; after that smile a touch that killed the weather after that touch a kiss that make the iron melt and after all a hug which make hearts stop beating.
Once little girl said '' Romeo save me i've been feeling weak '' He came and took her hand and went deep inside her heart only by that touch ; that contact didn't last too much only few minutes ; she pretended to be strong and she let his hand. Little girl was happy ; shy and in love ( or deeply in love ) Then she remembered her adorable friend when she said '' someone who loves you is the one who understand your past and believes in your futur and accepts you as you are today '''
Rose and jack was the caracters of this little girl story . In fact jack told her that she's a little girl ; but she is a big big girl in a small world .
Jack teached Rose gow to be strong ; romentic and optimestic . Rose teached Jack that life is a mixture of love and sucess . 'cause in the end we only have those best moments to remember '' Rose ; Louna ; Mouna ; Moula princess and Jack ''
Those are the caracters of little girl life . Those people 've made the cahnge ; a huge change in her life . Louna teached Little girl to do not let anyone take your smile away . Moula teached Little girl to do not lose hope . Mouna teached litlle girl that friends are always next to you Princess teached little girl to be the person you wan to be . Jack teached little girl that love exist even in real life <3
Mirror ; mirror ; Can you tell me who I am ! Am I that shy girl who is hidden between her strong words or that dreamer who dream a lot ? Am I just a dreamer or a girl who want to achieve everything ? Mirror ; mirror ; I'm staring in my reflextion and I don't know what's the answer !
Mirror ; mirror ; before I die ; I want to live till I'm tired of living ; I want to be succesfull ; I want to live and see my first child in my arm ; I want to cry ; I want to laugh ; I want to love ; I want to hate ; I want to feel ; I just want to feel every drop of water .
Where's my hope dear mirror ? I used to say that '' we don't even have to try it's always a good time '' But what about now ? Did this sentence work ?
Before I die ; I want to see what this life can give to me ; Shall this life give happiness or sadness ? Is living life is only good time ? Where are you hidding my good time ?
It's almost midnight and I'm staring looking at the mirror ; Calling her to answer me ! But as usuall I never find answer ...