i remember everything i remember the day that we met i remember our first laught together ; our first conversation i remember it word by word. for a while i thought that i found happiness ; i thought that the word love exist . but i think that i lived a stupid lie ; i probably call it a horrible lie. that's hurts to know that every second of my life i waist it with someone xho doesn't deserve my time ; m heart and my love. what's more is that every feeling was a lie the word lie is become from the most well known in our relation what was between us was a sort of magic ; but you know what magic doesn't exist anymore. but the truth what was between us was a sort of tragic. but thank you for making me fighter. one day you'll realise that you made a huge mistake you 'll come for forgivness ; i'm waiting for that moment when i will tell you '' no '' only ''no '' no for you and no for us . you will come and say that you regret everything ; but i will say regret will not make the time goes back .what's gone is gone . i will come to you and smile to your face and tell you that i survived and i wined . i challenged this life in it first test it was hard in he begining and easy when i realise that was a lie ; yeah i challenged myself to forget you and i win . yes i win and thank you for making me wiser. keep your sweet words to an other silly girl whi can fit your stupidity and for my charming prince i don't need to have one ; my friends and my family can be more than a charming prince . and as my adorable best friend say '' never ever let someone take your smile away '' yap and that's what you 've done it you took it . but i take it back .
That special creature on the earth who means the most to me
No matter what happen in this life. I will be faithfull to her, to our friendship . She means everything to me.. My little sister, my mother and my best friend.. She is just my whole world. Her smile gave me hope, her look gave me happiness, her words gave me courage to continue.. I can never forget her or anything about her. Her name is written in my heart.. What if she leaves ? I will be hopeless, desperate And yes, there's was that horrible day where I was so afraid of to pass through.. I tried to talk with her, that she doesn't have to leave. That she can stay while we will find a solution for the fear, just together like we are used to. Just for a moment I thought my tears would made her stay. But it wasn't true, she left me.
I'm sitting here with all the memories we had been through. How strong we were, together. People come and go. If we are supposed to meet again, we will.
It's as simple as that . A whole new world is building in front of me. When i hear his voice, when I see him.. I feel that life has new meaning, a new spirit. I feel that life has a new face. That lovely happy cute face that he shows to me, when i see him. His eyes tells a story ; it tells how much he loves me and how much he hides that from people . But why does he hide those feeling ? I love him, he loves me so what's more?! We just need to be together, holding each others hand in front of people.
But my face tells my story in font of him, that i'm deeply in love just with him . After a few days people told me the truth about him . He's just a stupid liar! He took my heart and left me. He took it with him, even if it was broken. That made me realise that the story is true. (or; So the story was true?!) He is just a little kid who's happy to see the world. He just doesn't know anything about feelings, anything about love. How he can feel what's going on in a heart like it's going on in mine. But i'm just a little girl in the middle of crowds, doesn't know who she have to believe . The people or him. Which one do I have to trust? Help me! I'm burning alive ://
Once my friend said '' whatever happen tomorrow , we had today '' . Living is a gift ; to feel alive it's amazing and to breath only is a mercy ! Maybe my life can never be perfect as people said .... But no ; it's perfect because life is like climb you may make some misatkes in getting to the top of the climb but the view is great ! <3
'' tomorrow is a mistery ; yesterday is a misery ; today is a gift that's why we call it present ''
Being happy is th emost important step in your life. Happiness depends on you ; it depends on the person you are ! It means a lot ; it's hard to have and impossible to live without .
When you look to the sky ; what do you feel ? one ;you don't feel anything or you simle If you find beauty in everything you see and feel it ; is from the coolest thing in the world ; and to realise it beauty is the msot amazing thing