Wednesday ; October ; 31 ; 2012 .... I went to meet my friend there in the place where my heaven is ... I kissed her and we just stayed talking . Then someone came from the back and take my hand hardly ; i was scared i thought that maybe some bad boys making some fun . I turned to find him with his angelic smile looking at me I was surprised .. I was looking at him without moving I woke up from my dream by my friend's voice telling me that Jack is hir . Yes i can see him but didn't believe because i thought that everything ended . But no , I said ''hi '' but when I salued him I got hurt ; my finger is bleading ; rreally it hurts but I didn't feel my pain because it was from him ; from someone i used to love ; and still love ... I was bleading he told to do something to it. I answered him hardly because i can't forget the past ! '' to understand the futur you have to go back in time '' and i can't forget the pain caused by him ! For a while i forgot everything ... I stayed looking at him and remembering the past and what my friend told me to do and what i supposed to do . I woke up a again from an other dream but this time by his voice telling me that he didn't mean to do that but i answered him again hardly but with a smile . Then he left me standing with a millions of thoughts . I'm wrong if i say that i can't forgive ? I'm wrong if i say that i can't forget ? Sometimes i fell that i don't know what's right and what's wrong ...... !
Our world is pretty bizzar ! In my world writer can not cross his limit and by limites I mean what he is writing about ...Come on please ! when we write we express something that is hard to say in public and now you're taking from us our only way to live !! In my world you can write about everlasting love or all those bullshit....But you can't write about politique ; you can't write about freedom yes freedom because when we talk about freedom we talk about selfish people in the goverment who are they taking everything and that is a red line by the way ! In my world we say '' If you want peace just prepare for the war '' we are so afraid of puting this parol in action ...we want quite peace that we can't hear anything coming behind it just a stupid thanks words to calm down . In my world we never put this parol in action '' Make art ; not war'' that's exactly what's happening in my ugly world ...People are pushing us to do not make what we born to do they are taking our freedom by telling us what we have to do by our art ..Instead if we let an artist alone this one will create for us a hole world . But Remember just in limits ;) In my world there are some theories which are hard to solve ! not because we didn't understand it but because there's a wall between us and the freedom . In my world '' honesty '' is a missing word really we never use it or try it . In my world who make dirtyy art we say about this person that he's not religious thrn we start to say that we losing our religion ...but no they don't have a dirty mind they have a sexy imagination ;) we should use it very well it's like a tresor :p In my world we want attention and we search for the perfection . In my opinion i think that if i publiate this i will to prison so it's better to stay hir next to me . In my crazy mind we born to die so live as much as you can because as Gandi said '' everything you will do in this life will be significated '' So give life a hard kiss before you go .
This is life it didn't give us enough love ; it didn't give us enough chance and it didn't give us enough hope to hold on Broken heart love you with a broken heart love is blind and hope is dark so what are we living for ? Are we living to see our dreams destroying or the closest persons we know going away ?
I were that lonely girl that she doesn't believe in love ; the girl that she can handle with all the problems ; . but sadly i felt in love i never tried that feeling it was very amazing to see his face and to hear his voice was all i wish ; to stand next to him hearing his voice was the best melody in my life ; to smell his smell was the best parfum that i ever smelled ; and to look to his eyes which is full of love was the best breath taking view <3 I simply loved him and enjoyed every minute with him ; but when he me down i felt lost it's like you leave a baby in a desert alone It's a horible feeling ; in that time i were sad ; hopefuly my friends support me in that time and my best friend Lina said to me once '' never let anyone take your smile away'' and from that time i promised her Till now I still with him good friends but i didn't forget anything i'm just preparing for revenge ....
A friend I could never forget ..maybe a friend doesn't define who she is a best friend or sister can be ok ...When I remember her I smile because i knew a person like her and i cry because i miss her ..In life every ending is a new begining ....People said to me that i will forget very soon but i cry because i know that i will never forget anything about her ....I wish her all the best s and i'm wating for the day that we meet and we will not be afraid of losing someone who is very close to us <3 But for me she didn't go she stills with me ...she stills my beautiful cute best friend ...Hir in my heart where all the good memories ... Maybe good people are meant to separate because they will meet again in the end :D with love Fatma
what's wrong with this world ......their role is only making you sad they always try to ignore you and make what make them happy they don't care about your feelings. they sell your happiness just to make the prson they want happy somtimes i hate this world and everything about it ..but sometimes i look around me and i say ''well i have other pepole who care about me and when i talk with them i feel ok''
I don't have too many choices in this life every time when i get hurt i just look to the sky and i say'' that's my limite and i will not leave anybody destroy what i'm planning to do in my futur even if my life is not for that perfect ..i will handle on it and just remember good moments and ignore the bad ones !! that my life rule leave the present and just be prepare to the futur and what will bring to you ... Believe that what ever you want ..it will release even close people around you don't make you feel safe and confident ..